I am in a complete panic about getting a job. So that’s fun.
And another thing, it’s time for me to go running and my phone says it’s 93 degrees outside. WHAT?
Other than that, things are hunky dory. I need to go to the grocery store for five days worth of food, call T, and fall asleep at a reasonable hour. Yet the list of other things I need to do — substantial things — is freaking me out.
Life is frightening when you think too hard about it, but then you list the facts and things are actually ok.
Fact: My sister sent me a Starbucks card because she is awesome and she loves me.
Fact: I have options.
Fact: My parents love me enough to want me around most of the time.
Fact: Sometimes I laugh so hard that I cry.
Fact: It is possible for me to drive around Montana.
Fact: My mom left me a Blue Moon in the fridge. That was so nice.
Fact: I bought new underwear and it is fun.
Fact: Someone will probably hire me to do something in the next two months.
Fact: In fact, someone hired me to do something last week!
Fact: Sometimes I write reasonably decent poetry.
Fact: I have nearly written three whole short stories for my dissertation. Although they need editing.
Fact: My cousin is getting married! Yay!
Fact: I literally have the cutest niece and nephew in the entire world.
Fact: The graduates invited me to chaperone their senior sneakout. Translation? I’m cool!
Fact: Yep, I’m officially feeling better.
Time for that run.